The day December 28 is cursed. 12 years ago on that day, my dad left me. 2 years ago on that day, I got in a serious car accident. And yesterday on that day, I found out that my Gramma was put in the hospital because she lost 30-40ish% of the blood in her body.

Based on what I’ve learned from her, my aunt, and Aelyn’s (the very super-smart med student) guesses, she’s been gradually bleeding internally for who knows how long most likely from a fall (she’s unsteady, has osteoporosis, and is old, etc.). It’s most likely from somewhere in her stomach or organs in there because she saw some dark black stuff in her stool/poop that had to have been dried blood. So, tomorrow she’s having surgery where they go in and try to find out where the blood is coming from. And, also tomorrow, I’m making the five-hour drive up there to see her.

So I won’t be here. I can check email. I can check website comments. And I can do some other random things. (internet on phone). But I don’t know how often I’ll check so don’t expect anything.

I know you all are from all over and belive in different religions. So if we all pray to our own Gods, we’re sure to have all of them covered. And, thus, whichever is real will therefore be reached. Please keep her in your thoughts.